happy birthday to me!

i wish my birthday cake was fancier like those ok...but sadly no cakes for me this year boohoo!
ya laaa i know...old already..but stillllll (ade unsur2 tak puas ati hehheeh..)

alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat mu ilahi..diberi peluang lagi untuk aku bernafas di usia 28 ini,dimurahkan rezeki dan semoga dipercepatkan jodoh aminnn..
couldnt be happier :-)

this year nothing much special same like last year..just yesterday my good friend liza treated me for birthday lunch at carlos in pavillion...thank u pin!the food was delicious mexican cuisine...i had chicken cantenna with guacamole sauce...sorry lupa nak amik pics food coz i was sooo damn hungry!

but our pics ade...later on i'll update ok..owhhh liza had seafood spaghetti and nachos..the nachos was highly recommended...it was actually an appetizer...tapi for me la if u had only those pun dah kenyang..we both had hot latte and earl grey tea..

sampai2 je liza ckp dgn aku "babe tgk table seblah...umie aida" i was "haah la..." .then as usual la sesi penilaian..."eh die ni biasa je kan..."..."haah la...bibir nampak lebam surely smoker ni..."...."tapi kalo erra live lagi lawa ok!"

semuanya macam xde kaitan ok...and macam la si umie tu heran sangat dgn penilaian kitorg ni...die dok syok je isap shisha kat situ hehehe..ok2..after we're done..i accompanied liza to gucci..she wanted a new handbags...ok the truth is...this was my first time entering a designers boutique...before this just nampak dari tepi jalan macam...hmmmm bila la kan dpt masuk,tak bli pun xpe la...and thanks to ipin!hehehe...i was gobsmacked ok with all the handbags which is i only had to view it in magazines (eps GLAM la yg slalu membuatkan aku tertelan2 air liur)

after she bought the classic gucci bags...and a wallet to matched with it!haihhhhh...sabar je la...we instantly tergedik2 wanted to have a sneak peek in LV boutiqe across the road...hehehe...bila lagi kan..after entering i can feel the atmosphere wich is a very different one (as if la aku kat planet lain kan..),but seriously...monogram..damier canvas...vernis...shittt!! ok..then back to reality...i was in LV not in MNG or GUESS...then survey2 i was hooked by this particular design...actually biasa je...but the price i wasnt expected would be that price in LV...

damier canvas neverfull for RM2700

how good is that???ok stilllll it cost a fortune(for me la....),buttt..i'll always wanted an original and kind of affordable one...si liza dah "babe takpe2..swipe je dulu guna aku nye cc then ko pay aku blk rm500 a month" sgt berunsurkan nafsu ok minah ni!so did i bought it???heheheh not now..but i will ngehehehe laalalaalaaaa...

but that one in gucci...and owh no noo..the paddington one at coach...?stop it!!stop it!!

fara dear happy birthday again!!!
kiss n hugs :-*

im back!

alhamdulillahhh this year raya adalah sgt meriah dan lain bg ku...1st thing its my first time beraya as a hijjab muslim...thank god for that...and secondly went back to jb n seremban was amzingly fun!

dgn all my cuzins and nieces nephews..mmg best la!today was my 2nd day at the shop...supposedly my off day is till tomorrow..tapi aku ngak betah duduk di rumah ya..hehhe..that's why la since yesterday dah masuk kedai...and gi la jln2 kat the curve..

today's post is just introduction...nak cite which one to start bout my raya sgggttt laaaa panjang and mcm2 ada heheh..

maybe in my next post la k...


u guys take care!and salam aidilfitri again from moi!


salam aidilfitri to all of u!

mama slalu tak camera ready tau hehehehe..

away

starting from tomorrow onwards..until further notice la(cehhhh mcm la satu kepentingan kan nak baca blog aku ni..),insyallah by 28th tu aku online the day after moi birthday!heheheheh...

i take this chance to wish u guys selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin and have a safe journey ya...raya2 jugak tapi biarla berpada2 and in moderation :-)

and time ni la x sabar nak meet up with all the relatives...ayam..itik...kambing(eh aku tu hahahha..)...and lembu2...

will miss u guys so much!!

wassalam..

STML

i just got a msg just now from mama that we're going back to kulai first (umah my aunty) before heading to jb this fri night...supposedly in the plan kitorang balik saturday night...didnt make any different pun kan..hehehe..tapi tetiba aku rase macam alaaa nape dah nak balik?and leaving shah alam is such a lost for me...(motif tetiba rase sayang nak tinggalkan shah alam???)

actually since the first day of ramadhan i just didnt felt the spirit of it..bukan kata menyampah ke apa...i love the month of ramadhan,infact i felt really2 sad that it'll end soon..the thing is i just dont feel any excitement for hari raya itself...aku pun tak tau..nama je tempah baju and siap bli lagi baju ready made and tudung matching2 (gile poyo minah ni..kata no spirit la hape..) but still the inner magical spirits just not there yet..insyallah mane tau di kala aku tgk pelita2 kat kampung tu sok aku instantly hyper kan!

ok enough bout it...the main point is aku nak cite pasal STML aku nowadays..hehehe bkn nowadays pun tapi dah lama gak la..yang tahap masyallah...aku ni dah tua sgt2 kah??
there this one day 2 years back i think...on my way to the car,sambil on the phone dgn mak bonda aka syaza,aku pun tit tot(err...tekan kunci keta tu...aku tak tau ape definition die) la keta then sambil borak2 and end the calls...pastu tah camne aku x jumpe kunci keta..bukan ke baru tadi aku tit tot???!! huh ni nak marah..ok2 relax..then i called syaza,the conversation similar like this la.. :

me: syaza boleh tak aku tgh borak2 dgn ko dah tit tot keta pastu now tak jumpe kunci!

syaza:weiii ko biar betul...cuba ko slow2 igt fara mane ko letak?selawat banyk2...

(pastu aku pun cari2 la kat dlm keta tempat seat,blakang seat and sume2 la..tp x jumpe gak..wei ni dah kes parah ni...dah la spare key aku ilang)

me:syazaaa camne aku nk g kl ni...x jumpe okkkk!! (me half cried)

syaza:ok fara cuba ko jln ke blakang balik tgk on the way ko nak ke keta...


(and there when the miracles happened!)

me:ya allah!syaza jumpe dahhh yeayyyyy!! tapi camne leh ade atas jalannn...weii...no...aku pas tit tot terus melepaskan ke tanah la!!! *LOL* 100X

syaza:LOLLLLLLL...terguling2...tergolek2 (aku comfirm nye die jadi camni..)


seriously psycho k aku ni...kunci pun leh lepas2 kan je...and the STML goes on and on till now eh..penah after bayar tix parking kat klcc then aku terus berlalu ke keta..and just realised after herry tanye "mane tix fara?".."ya allah herry aku tertinggal kat auto pay tadi!!" then kegelupuran patah balik...nasib baik ade sorg mat rempit yg jumpe and bagi kat aku..kira dlm hal ni mat rempit ni mmg berjasa hehehe..

how la i gonna fix the probs..aiyooooo...belum ade anak lagi ni..ya allah mintak dijauhkan la dgn STML yg lagi worst dlm diri aku ni..

so have u guys experienced it?better no la eh...it is a disaster!

lagu raya

of all time fav of mine are this killer songs! (killer ke..hehehe..eh best ok!)

since in pkns all rounder i've heard all the raya songs been played...so this are for u guys :-)

aminn..

alhamdulillah...allah kabulkan doaku dah beri aku hidayah...

these are the path i chose as a muslim....

aku doakan semoga dikuat kan iman dah ketaqwaan kepadaNya...

semoga perjalanan hari2 mendatang mendapat kerberkatan dan keredhaah dari mu Ya Allah..

aminnn...

hehehhehe..

ok after i posted the previous entry...my hands are sooo gatal,i text him (after asking an advice from a several different person..) and he replied and called me :-D *big grin here*
sadly he's phone got barred (stoopid maxis) and he couldn't make any outdoor calls and receiving either..

ok instantly my whole body lifted in the air and cant barely touched the ground (what a humiliating exaggerates haha)

im getting worried bout myself now...tetapi aku adalah sgt sukaaaaaaaa ngehehhee..

it has been awhile since the last time or ages ago i felt this kind of feelings..(di kala usia ku menginjak 28 dlm 18 hari ni...dah tua2 baru nak rase balik)


p/s: elizabeth gilbert was an awesome author!this particular books are for us woman :-)

what's got into me..

i dont feel good right now..in fact since the past 2 days...i didnt know why...ok liar...i know what's goin on actually tapi tak kan aku nak menjaja personal story ku di sini...tp apalah guna nya ade blog kalau tak dpt meng"impress" my feelings?haiihhhh ok2 stop the crap..

the thing is now i got to know this one guy la...it's still early and i defined it as ONLY friends (how cliche is that kan...).but after got to know him a bit i started to think like he's the kind of guy i would like to get to know better..despite of our different age which is 14!hahaaa..ok dont laugh!
but i found him as a great companion..meaning as a friend la at this moment..never know la in future..

tapi lately ni kenapa aku rasa bila die tak call or msg me i felt the feelings yg i didnt like ok...i hate to wait..seriously...i have an issues with patience..my mind would occur a few long listed possibilities...teruk la aku ni...sick!i tried..and really tried hard to put a barrier in my heart towards him...aku dah penat la nk hoping for something i'm not sure which and where it would lead me to..but deep down inside me i had this emotions that i want this to end happily...insyallah..

so bila benda2 ni melanda antara perkara2 yang akan melanda aku adalah:

1.gelisah...resah...tido tak lena makan tak kenyang(cehh poyo...yang tu dua memang tak kan berubah pape pun ok)

2.curiosity...loads of it towards the particular person la.this one i want to avoid pretty sure..tp akan dgn tiba2 menerjah jugak kat pale aku ni!!

3.am i did something wrong to him or anything yg aku cakap yg buat die tak suka?aiyooo i'm gonna be mad la like this

4.mood swing...tapi now aku tgh control..especially depan mama..coz she's really good at describing my feelings and mood eventho aku dah coverline yg sgt cemerlang..(yelaa kata mak..of course la instinct kuat kat anak)

5.rase taknak pakai handphone skang ni...mcm kalau lg dekat fon kat aku lagi tension aku dibuatnya..

are u guys feeling the same way too if it's happened?aku rasa mcm aku sorg je makhluk yg sesat jadi camni..

i hate this part right here :-(

p/s:i dont know why with the fonts...aku dh tukar bnyk kali pun die tak betul gakkk...huhuu..sabar2...

updates

ok i know its been awhile...baru baik demam huhuh (again...),but alhamdulillah this time was a minor one...just a slightly suam2 kuku kindda fever...and minor cough...so mama asked me and banned me from coming to the shop...sian aku kan hehehe...yela kalo sakit aku melarat die risau sape nak tgk kan kedai tu nanti..

so what i'd do the whole week?i just bought me a new book "eat pray love" by elizabeth gilbert..like i mentioned from the previous post...akhirnya aku pegi jugak la MPH and paid for it...but hey!it turned out to be one of the worth buying ok...another halfway to go and it's like a page turner...after bgn tido i read...after sahur aku baca lagi...just kat kedai ni a bit distraction la...it was a wonderful and moving stories...you guys should get one by my recommendations :-)


and last weekends i break fasted with liza,her sis and shad at nyonya kitchen in shah alam mall..Mr A told me the food there was superb..heheh trust me..it is yummy!

so tak sia2 la kan liza dtg all the way to shah alam..we ordered the set menu including their signature dish asam pedas ikan kerapu..but u can ordered any suggested fish..kailan sos tiram,sotong goreng tepung,udang sambal,kuih n kurma..these are all included in the set menu..butt..kitorg yg sememangnya anak jin ni memang time tu mcm tak cukup je so we added ikan kerapu bakar,sambal udang petai (ni memang sgt2 sedapppp...to the petai lovers la..) and asparagus sambal oh and for deserts cendol..

by the time before all the food finished sume dah tersandar...ni belum masuk cendol lagi hahahha...but it was fun la...sayang syima and carol couldnt joined us...next time la eh guys..


sape yg nak try tu aku dgn baik hati nya dh paste hehehe..enjoy your berbuka!

p/s:hope boleh la gather for berbuka with all the kamyam clan kan :-(
kak rina you'll be the ketua pengerusi majlis hehehe