merah mata putihku

i've been hybernated or in other words....MC hehhehe sincelast tues...(apa lagi la minah ni kan...sakitje..)..ok i heard that...this is all cause of my lenses!!urghhhhhh~! but this time are worst than ever ok! it started on tuesday itself when syaza came to shah alam for supper..or dinner..either one la in pakli....we all sat outside so the lighting are a bit flourescent..and i havent changed my lenses since morning...tapi takpela coz before this pun it happened yang aku akan bukak lense only when im at home...

so the stories begun......tgh syok2 makan...everyone that passed us they will looked at us (or i might say,ONLY looked at me..) and smiled all the way and aku pun ada ala2 ter feeling bahawasanya adakah aku begitu anggun pada malam itu?yes its trueeeeeee okkkkk...tapi dlm masa yg sama aku ade gak pegang2 kat mata aku tengok mcm ok je xde rasa x selesa ke apa...and si bonda ni plak kalo mata aku merah surely die tegur ni relax je kan...so aku terus kan la perborakan dan permakanan (bahasa apakah ini?)

untillll la masa nak bayar kat cashier,ade this one table full of guys...(nasib baik la budak2 student kan...) tengok kat aku sambi pointing at me and tersengih2!tiem tu aku dah rasa pelik...eh xkan la sampai terpesona tgk aku dgn berani nya pointed at me?!!
ok di rumahhh aku dah rase mcm x sedap atiii...when i looked at the mirror and i saw thissssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!:


hahahha no laaa tapi mata putih aku memang dah merah gila la....i was petrified by it...and starting from that nite and the next day still tak putih2 lagi..uwaaaaaaaaa :'( .so yesterday i went to clinic and alhamdulillah today dah ok sket tapi ada rasa pedih lagi...and i was required to wear specs for the time being..takpela...as long as my eyes got a speedy recovery...and kept on took the meds..

nak puas kan hati yang lara ni tadi pg ARIANI in kota damansara and i bought myself two tudung!weeeeeee :-D


p/s:alhamdulillah...i met up again with a friend of our family...a close one we used to be...after a very long silence...and tomorrow insyallah we will go for my first tazkirah at taman kesenian islam in shah alam...which aku memang dah lama sgt nak pegi nk gain back my islamic knowledge...semoga allah permudahkan jalan ku ini aminnnn...

kisah dukun

dalam banyak2 filem seram mistik di malaysia ni yang pernah ditayangkan aku rasa filem ni la yang paling aku tunggu2 nak tangok,terbitan Astro Shaw...ada yang kata filem ni di adaptasi dari kisah benar seorang bomoh yang famous amos (sape la lagi kalo bukan mona fendey) kat malaysia ni suatu ketika dulu yang pernah menggemparkan tanah air kita berkaitan kisah pembunuhan ADUN Batu Talam ketika itu Dato' Mazlan Idris..wallahualam...

yang pastinya sebab utama aku nak sgt tunggu cerita ni kalau ye pun betul la tentang kejadian berkenaan,nak gak aku tau selok belok and garapan filem ni oleh pengarahnya Dain Iskandar.dari segi sinematografinya dan juga of course aku nak tgk coz aktres kegemaran ku berlakon dalam ni..umie aida...sure gempak and hidup nye la filem ni!aku dah tgk preview die...its not even similar pun dgn filem susuk (yang bagi aku biasa2 je la...even pelakon2 die agak best)..aku dapat rasakan filem dukun ni lain dari yang lain...tapi apa kan daya bila filem2 seperti ini amatla sukar nak disiarkan berhubung dgn sensitiviti masyarakat melayu secara am nya..lebih2 lagi bila ada pihak yang menyatakan keluarga arwah mona fendy menghalang dari filem ini disiarkan di pawagam...even pihak astor shaw menyangkal statement itu...tepuk dada tanya selera...


mungkin jugak filem ni a resemblance by the incident or maybe not...tapi cuba kita amik contoh dari filem barat (aku bukan nak sokong mane2 pihak la dlm hal ni...sekadar beri pendapat..) yg mengutarakan kisah2 benar dan di filem kan supaya dijadikan iktibar pada kita semua...aku amik contoh dari filem GIA la...mengisahkan life story seorang model terkenal suatu ketika dulu...gia marie caranghi...yang kehidupannya dalam filem itu dikupas dgn agak jujur dan telus...lifestyle sbg seorang bisexual...penagih dadah dan heavy coke (coccaine)...dah akhirnya kehidupan tragis berkakhir dgn kematian sebagai seorang penghidap HIV...

so bagi aku la...mungkin filem dukun ni(and im pretty damn positive sure about it) takkan die nak potray 100% tentang kisah sebenar disebalik pembunuhan Dato Maslan tu...takda makna la kan nk tunjuk scene2 kerat 18 tu....aku rasa before shoot scene tu lagi LFM dah banned all the crew production...cumaaa dia akan gunakan filem ini sebagai 'disebalik kisah berkenaan' dengan tukar the actual situation and props and jalan cite ada edit2 sket la kan...

pape pun aku mmg frust a tak dapat diteruskan filem ni...rasanya supposedly would be on big screen 2006 or 2007 tak silap aku...so harap2 pihak LFM dan keluarga arwah dapat mempertimbangkan perkara ni...

aku ada baca cite ni from a blog ni regardig kejadian pembunuhan ni (even until now xde sape pun tau cite ni kenapa mengapa bagaimana?)..korang leh click kat link bawah ni...

http://budak-shinchan.blogspot.com/2009/04/al-kisah-mona-fandey.html


huhuhu...amik iktibar sesungguhnya dunia ni hanyala pinjaman dari allah taala semata2...mcm mcm mane pun sbg hambanya perlu rasa bersyukur dgn nikmat yang diberiNya...dan ada kala disebabkan ketamakan kuasa org sanggup buat apa sahaja asalkan apa yang dihajati tu terlaksana...tanpa menyedari yang cara mereka lakukan itu adalah syirik dan khurafat!nauzubillah...

selangor quarter final

hehehhehe as i told u before kan..kannn..kannnnnn....hahahhaha (sambil tertawa gedik ibarat puteri bunian di tepian sungai membasuh kain..) i went again to the game last nite...hikhikhik...adalah blushing di sini...tetapi suka nan garik...*biggest grin*

but the saddest part was......selangor draw 1-1 with terengganu!!!sangat sengal k dgn result smlm...

pape pun aku doakan la dorg menang game away this weekend okay guys?

these are few of the gedikness pics :

the view form our vip area heheheh...

biasala bila game dah agak bosan...snap2 la kan..

dan lagiii.....vain betul la...

masa ni sgor 1st gol...dijaringkan oleh amri yahya

selang bape minit je tganu 1st gol lak..and sampai la kesudah draw!huh!

overall it was fun coz biasala aku kan lain macam sket spirit bila tgk bola live kan heheh...and disamping.....hehhehhe no need to tell la kan....

disebabkan smlm la aku demam n flu n sore throat ni...

P/S:missing my itik...i dont know why...

cargas2!

yes at last my routine got back on track!which is gym la apa lagi kan hehheeh...after a countless of raya open house and uncontrollable of eating...there u have it!me the boolat!actually its not that bulat'ness' la...but i felt unhealthy...and my arms tend to becoming flabby...and owh yess..my thighs..i can saw that cruelty of strecth marks starting to make it own way all over...*sighhhh*
its true you know whenever u started to worked out and u made it as a routine,and suddenly you stopped for quite awhile your body mechanism starting to evaluate more over than before...or i might say...membesar dengan sihat nya bagaikan kanank2 dumex!

so maintainess are A MUST!luckyly i have this enthusiastic energy to keep it in mind...or else i wont fit in those jeans...aku pun taknak la sampai digelar peha fafau drumstick itu!dah la nama fara gak huhu..

tidakkkkkkkkkk!!!

adalah melampau k kalo paha aku dah sampai tahap sebegitu....memang aku terus sign up kat mary france la...coz bare in mind that im blessed with hour glass figure which is adalah sgt2 susah nak maintain...especially pas beranak...wahaaaaaaaaa!!

ok saya penat ni berpeluh...tetapi badan dah cargas yeayyy!

cuma selsema ni je tak berenti flowing... :-(

my wishlist...

ni tgh xde keja...so if u wants to puke or watever silakan heheheh...but so far this what i want so badly!


1.Blackberry

i soooo want this!!memangla it was kindda outdated if someone could say...tak kira nak jugak!



2.LV damier neverfull canvas

im aiming it baby!insyallah one day...


3.Petite cherie by Annick Goutal

i havent seen the perfume so far...but i read it somewhere in Harper's...it sound different than other usual fragrance in market..tapi mcm best je...coz i like it different other there in market


ok this was by far la....tak tau soonnnn heheheh...so anyone who would like to be my santa?

kan aku dah ckp surely ade yg muntah hehehe

open house dan badan yg berat

last weekends was a fun fun day!i had 4 invitation for open house..all in one day...but after shortlisted the invitation...so i decided to went only 3 out of 4..(cehhhh mcm la di shortlisted kan jadi satu je kan..).the elimination for the other house tu adalah...sebab2 tertentu..heheheh no need to elaborate here la eh..ok2 back to the story...it was at mayang's my ex uitm colleague,bibi's my facebook buddies and kak nurul in putrajaya...since syaza have known mayang before this we went for her wedding so i tagged her along with me to the open house marathon..

syaza picked me up at jelatek lrt..yela it was saturday..u know la my schedule dgn transportation and all...and she told me "dont worry la beb...mlm after last open house kat putrajaya aku anta ko shah alam.." ok then only i agreed..thank u syaza!

sampai2 je dia amik aku kitorg dah sgt2 lapar...1st open house started at 4pm...huhuhu lambat la lagi kan...so we went to this restraunt in wangsa maju and had nasi campur..it was my first time afterward we lepak2 at syaza's place first..sementara nak mengosongkan perut ni dulu..at around 4-ish we straight away to mayang's in seri maya condo...cantik sgt the place!and the interior in her house was jaw dropping...credits to her n hubby i might say...memang meletops deco!sorry pic keseluruhan umah xde la kan...kang guest2 kat situ pelik lak dah kenapa amik angel2 umah...ke ko dari magazine anjung seri?

the food was varies la..roti jala nasi beriyani..sate..lemang ketupat...etc...tetapi oleh kerana ade lagi 2 rumah yg bakal dilawati...so we decided to ate in moderation...so aku just amik meehoon goreng...snap2 chit chat..even takleh lama kan kena timing...but overall i had a great time...especially dah lama tak jumpe mayang kan..so next stop was bibi's house in duta nusantara...i tell you la....the house there was my goodness...mcm ala2 laman seri kat sec 13 shah alam ni..jgn ckp la rumah bibi pun mmg vast!dalam ati aku dok berangan2...best nye nanti umah sendiri leh wat own deco mcm ni..macam tu huhuhu...ok enough!but by the time we all sampai it was maghrib and bibi's first session just ended...dia buat 2 session so its easier and xdela org terkejar2 nak dtg..so the food memang x bnyk coz waiting for the next batch...takpela janji dapat dtg n seeing her live for the first time...selama ni dok berborak dlm FB je kan..and coincidently she was nahiz wifey...what a small world la kan.

ok this time i had meehoon as well...huhuhu...coz soto die dah abis...the best part dapat jumpa muhammad bibi's son...alahaiii sgt cheeky n aodrable!waited for nahiz after solat maghrib then we make a move..aiyooo last stop putrayajaaa...time tu masing2 dah ala2 penat letih n badan dh melekit..tapi gagahkan gak..sampai2 je memang la happening...it was kak nurul's parent open house..mmg banyak food stalls but i only managed to had mee goreng only!dah tak larat n terus kenyang coz org packed sgt...yee open house aritu aku memang amik mee je la kan...at about 11.30 mcm tu kitorg balik...sian syaza kena anta aku blk shah alam...overall it was tiring but im happy la dapat jumpa bibi..kak wawa yg selama ni dlm fb je hehehe..

now i felt my whole body was bolated..i cant barely looking at my thighs..huhuhu aku dah mula mem berisi kan diri ini!i hate it....!!!after a months plus gak la x pegi gym...need to workout so badlyyyyyyyy :'-(

these are the few pics i uploaded...the rest in my FB..enjoy!

1st open house with the tuan rumah mayang

snap snap lagi..

with the tuan rumah bibi n muhammad at 2nd opn hse

as usual...self portrait..hehehe

last open house with tuan rumah kak wawa the gorgeous!

moral of the story...time open house makan je but in moderation la...later2 baru workout hehehehhe..

football and a good company

yesterday i went to stadium shah alam with syaza after the last match i watched (selangor vs KM naza) few months back..it was as happening as usual la whenever the both of us meet up..dah nama pun dua2 kaki bola...so the feelings watching lives are priceless! yela mmg la tak sama nak di compare kan dgn game2 EPL or serie A...tapi bila la masanya aku nak sampai ke sana kan...so thankful as it be we still can watched it lives...fair enogh la..

so we went with Mr.A by he's invitation..of course VIP pass hehehe..so both of us pun tergedik2 sukeeee..but this was a second time for me went with him and 1st with syaza...so its a good thing as well for me wanted him to get to know my friend..alhamdulillah as i would predicted last night was full of hillariousness and silliness of us...syaza can get along well with him and so does him..even aku rasa kitorg lagi bnyk gelak dari tgk game tu!haha..in the end of the game selangor beat sabah 4-1!yeayyyy..syaza tak sia2 ko dtg dari kl hehe..

later on we went for makan2 in kelana jaya..where else la if not with Mr.A fav of all time...itik panggang! ok at first for me like..itik?huhuhu...x pernah makan ok and mcm best ke kan?the first time we've met he introduced it to me and surprisingly i liked it!sangattt sedapppp...sampaikan instant noodle pun aku pernah beli duck flavor.so gerai itik panggang tu kat sebelah bangunan MAS...noted the place so after this boleh la pergi lagi..we went there with all Mr.A's friend..makan borak gelak makan borak n gelak lagi..sedar2 dah kul 12.30am!

after all it was a great night for me..and waiting for the next game weeeeeee :-)

alhamdulillah!

yeayyy today's my officially raya celebration!! as i finished my puasa 6..syukur sgt2...but..i've got another 3 days left to complete my replacement of fasting...thank god for this year i only skipped for only 9 days..

and tomorrow as a reward to it(mcm la x penah makan kan...) i'll be attending my pak teh's place for open house..cant wait! :-)

still wondering what for berbuka puasa today....haihhhh...why la ikea's so far away from shah alam...yes im the biggest fans for their swedish meat balls!it was like superlicious yummy ok!hhuhuhu..thinking about it already making me starving la....

1st attempt dish for berbuka...failed!look at those round shape lil fella..arent they tempting?

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mr teppanyaki!!yeayyyy..besides.. it's nearer to me and i cant remember the last time i had it with kina at alam sentral...and it's attached with station kopitiam which have potugese fish(the fish was marinated with spices and have petai or ladies finger in it and wrapped in aluminum foil) with rice......hmmmm ok2....enough!....


happy weekends y'all!

it's all about the feelings

after quite awhile i've been thinking to post bout this topic for soo many times..but in the end i just forgot bout it and recreating other post..but it seems now i just wanna share what i felt deep down inside me...hehehehe sorry ya its kindda melodrama a bit..but at least i could share something with u guys..

alhamdulillah at this age there's nothing i wanna complaint about my life (actually tak patut pun kita sebagai hambaNya nak merungut..kena selalu bersyukur..),i have my family by my side...a very supporting mama n ayah..i am happy..lebih2 lagi dgn appearance aku yg sudah berhijab aku rasa kan satu ketenangan dlm daily lives aku..just..yes...i knew u could guessed it...a guy kan?heheheh..

for me part of it said yes and part of it i would think positively yang semua ni dah ditentukan oleh allah taala..sama ada cepat atau lambat kita kena sentiasa berdoa and usaha..bila cakap bab usaha ni honestly la...deep down inside me,i felt tired...exhausted..bout all this thingy...tapi aku pun macam wanita lain yg ada perasaan,nak sentiasa diberi perhatian and ada companion.bukan x usaha,yes after the previous relationship which i would call it as a disaster,i felt like i'm being too aware towards guy (which is memang la kena kan...kalo tak takkan ko nak rembat je sape2..),aku susah nak menilai sama ada apa yg lelaki ckp or luahkan kat aku tu is it honest enough or you just like other typical guy yg suka bermain dgn kata2?

after a several uncountable knewing a guy,at this point u deffinitely would guessed how i felt,tapi alhamdulillah aku kuatkan semangat cuba bukak balik hati ni nak kenal dgn lelaki2 baru...so as at now..(hopefully xnak dah la ramai2 wat pening pale je..) aku mmg kenal dgn dua lelaki ni...which has the same status..single parents..kadang2 aku pun terfikir ntah2 jodoh aku dgn duda kot hahahha...anyways aku terima asalkan bukan hak sesiapa..lagipun jodoh tu kita boleh usaha dan elakkan apa yg sepatutnya...takkan la tetibe ko kenal dgn dis one guy yang kaki minum ajak ko kawin then ko nak cakap takpela dah jodoh aku terima je..hello....itu ko yg sengal...boleh pikir and boleh elak...contohlaaa kannnn...

so for this 2 guys masing2 ada pros n cons...tapi masing2 now dan termasuk la pada aku gak hanya berkata2 dalam hati je...semua buat masa ni belum sampai tahap ke deep conversation about feelings..and of course la between this two,one of them yang aku rase lagi selesa and berdoa pada allah semoga kitorang long lasting....but it's all about the feelings....nak dapat keserasian antara dua pihak tu mungkin ade sesetengah orang tu senang,maybe dalam situation aku ni takes time sket...yelaa...dgn lelaki yang ade experience marriage failure dan aku yang terlalu berhati2 disebabkan previous relationships...so benda ni aku redha and hanya mampu doa yang terbaik dalam life ni..

sometimes aku rasa aku dah ready nak settle down but sometimes aku ade rasa takut if lelaki yg aku akan kawin nanti in future x dapat nak bahagia kan aku...coz i think my expectation towards marriage ni agak tinggi...hmmm xleh gak kan..but i dont want my kids experienced a broken family like how i felt..mintak dijauhkan la...

it is tough whenever you're 27 and you still single!hahahhahaa...

p/s:btw..they're MR. A and MR. R i would mentioned...which is which?heehehe...we'll see la nanti eh