im back! :-D

assalamualaikum....yes i know that its been nearly a month (baru sebulan...dah rindu eh sama saya?hehehe) i've been not officially away actually from the internet connection,ada je online facebook update farmville..but only with my blogs...coz at that particular moment it's been countless occassion after another dan aku pun masa tu rasanye begitu cant get enough of farmville (liar!) and over all mcm2 la cite..so this is today im officially back on track!

since aku away ni actually mcm2 benda jadi...some of it were all the muslim had celebrated eiduladha and alhamdulillah aku tak terlepas peluang berpuasa sunat arafah..besar ganjarannya..and as usual balik seremban and tido umh kina...in the mean time gak...aku pegi penang with eim...the shortest trip ever within 24 hrs KL-PENANG-KEDAH-PENANG-KL....heheheh dasyat kan and of course la by plane....tu pun pg sana coz attend wedding my bestfriend..miza....semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat insyaAllahh :-D

ok its all only starters k for the entry...heheheh...to the main course...Mr. A u remember right?ok after a few question lingered on my mind...ye la we've known each other for 6 months...and still aku tak dapat the clearer sign from him...and alhamdulillah berkat doa dan solat istikharah yang aku buat finalli i got the answer...he's been knowing this one single lady...which aku rasa die dah kenal lama..and the words has spoken yang dia chose that lady...okay the thing is memang between us only kawan but more like a good/close friends...and the reason being he told me he wanted someone with a marriage experienced...which is why the lady yang dah pernah kawin and ada 5 anak is he's choice..memang sedih...after a few confessions between us and all...he didnt expected that ive got the feelings to him...and so on...tapi pape pun aku just nk remain friends je and same goes with him...ok la..and i just pray for he's happiness aminn...

alhamdulillah dgn doa selama ni aku dah tau from he's side...sedih gak at first tapi aku redha...mungkin dia bukan yg terbaik utk aku...
and now my heart is free again..until when?i dont know...but me Mr R still ada lagi...and dia lak mmg expressed he's feelings towards me..tgk la if dah jodoh and dia yg terbaik...i will know the answer sooner or later...

ok peeps got to go now...will cont to my next blog...


p/s:my current obsessions are..twilight..all of it!baik movie or buku....cant wait for eclipse next year....:-D

salammm..