kekonfiusan di sini

hehehhehe ada2 je la aku ni...puasa dahbertahun2 tapi bab2 sahur confuse lagi la kan...ampun kan je la dosa ku ini..

i just wondering bangun bersahur tu adalah sunat kan?errr....anyone...?and if tak bgn tu kira makruh la kan?...

sebab nya aku ni jenis yang mmg sejak last year (baru je lagi pun...mcm cite konon dh bertahun2 hahaha..) memang dah tak bgn sahur lagi...bukan x bgn langsung tapi boleh dikira la..so smlm after dah mkn roti john after terawikh (aku akan mkn sahur around that time),tu pun dah dekat tinggal seketul baru la tetiba terigt nak bangun sahur..so i told mama "ma roti john ni ara simpan la utk sahur sok.." sambil melihat yg tinggal seketul dan kalau aku abiskan time tu gak pun mcm akan x puas gak k...tapi takpela...asalkan ada la something aku nk sahur the next morning nya..

so i set my alarm at 5 a.m. but as usual la kan hahahha...i just turn it off untill mama woke me up..aduhaiii...camne la sok kan kawin nak bangun wat sahur utk suami ngehehhehe..

then i just reheated the seketul roti john...the funny thing wasssss...i was so damn sleepy and i forgot that after bought it out from the fridge i instantly put it in microwave and set the time for a minute...lesson learnt ok! kalo nk reheat makanan dr fridge sila lah tunggu sebentar before put it in microwave..or else hasilnya....syabas ye!! roti john aku adalah sket lagi nk sama dengan batu..

nak wat camne...i just ate it la...and have it with cadburry hot choc..yessss laughhh laughhh..!sebenanya pagi tadi aku pun dah tak larat nak gelak hehehehe...

ok im craving for maphilindo meehun sup today at pasar sec 6...woohoo!


p/s:yeaayy i just received my MAC make up yesterday...and sooo lovin the color :-) (xde kaitan pun saje coz sukeeee)

sedappppp

hai heyhooo....its been three days of puasa now alhamdulillahh....so far i just breakfasted in shop only with mama...i didnt know what happened to my appetite ever since puasa ni i only ate such in a small amounts...meaning no nasik minyak or nasik tomato or any forms of nasik!adalah sgt pelik coz normally you wouldnt wanna know me ok...never enough with only kuih or even roti john or watever...i've gotta have a solid meal for myself...but it's a good reason pun for me since puasa ni aku tak pegi gym kan hehehe...

ok yesterday i went to bazaar stadium shah alam,like the usual ramadhan it always packed there and sweaty..so i just focused on what things i wanna bought..which basically is true (buat julung2 kali nya hehehe...kalo tak selalu tersasar je or terlebih2).

so after tawaf2 then i decided having char kuey tiaw penang style...and the results was YUMMYYY!! ok....heheh now aku dh hafal mane satu kedai dia...haa seblah dgn stall papa john yg famous tu...but dont get mistaken coz ada 2 stall papa john,so one of them la..

then nafsu kepingin ku dtg balik and this time mama pun nak gak dia kata sedap which is normally she wouldnt wanna agree on almost any of my choices...

ok peeps dah nak masuk waktu berbuka ni...sorry pics xde la heheheh....


selamat berbuka puasa!

i've been tagged

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ramadhan dan nafsu2 berbuka

alhamdulillah tomorrow all the muslims around the world will be welcoming the months of ramadhan...the months for us to cleanse the inner self of ours,make dos all the possible to gain our good deeds and perform as many prayers as we can to our creators allah s.w.t. may this ramadhan will gives us a new perception in life and open up our heart and soul and never forgetting the one who needed most..

as we talking bout ramadhan it made me reminisced the good ol days...sgt2 best and ada gak yg x sanggup nak igt (especially curi2 minum time mandi takpun time skolah pegi toilet konon2 nya nak kencing tp member dah standby dgn air siap bungkus..bagusss anak sapa la ni kan...)tp above all,it's one hell of experienced yang sok bila dah tua2 bangka boleh la share dgn cucu2...hahahaha...

kalo cakap time nak berbuka tu jgn cakap la kan...jam tu rase dah mcm abis bateri je...tp perasaan tu time nk buka je...bila dh masuk waktu and melantak xda makna dah pun heheheh...tp the excitement are priceless!igt dulu masa kat umh arwah nenek back then in taman england,sape yang tak puasa diharamkan sama sekali nak duduk together2 dgn yg puasa..kira mcm satu pandemic (bahasa sempena musim2 sakit ni)pada yg lain...and cuzin2 yg lain akan memandang sinis like "eeeuuwwww tak puasa...haram.." camtu la lebih kurang...tapi xde la sinis,aku saje menyedapkan cerita hua hua hua..

during this time around i miss those days when im in my college time with all my besties...we would all gather and went to bazaar ramadhan in stadium shah alam...ripleys believe it or not...we didnt actually went ONLY looking for food you know..hahahha...tapi mata lagi ligat melihat mamat2 hensem berbanding pada lauk2 pauk...gila nafsu tekak mata sume takleh nak control..hampeh..but it's fun what!time ni la guna nya pepatah melayu sambil menyelam minum air.

jgn marah saya..saya mmg bdk ngade2 ngeeeee

so i'll update insyallah whatever activities i'll be doing in this whole months of ramadhan...and mcm lah aku ni artis yang aktiviti akan fully booked kan..

malam ni tak sabar nak terawih dgn mama,niat kat ati nak pegi masjid shah alam but unfortunately since my flu n coughing wont do any better,so might as well just do it here as long berjemaah..

ok tak sabar nak tgk tomorrow's menu for berbuka :-D

u guys have a good one tho!

p/s:pic budak tu xde kaitan dlm cerita di atas..i also didnt know who is she heheheh..

fever..flu..batuk..sakit!

haiiiii!!!!miss u guys loadssssss!!!im back at work again yeay! (tak tau la nak suka ke tak hehehe...)but at least it's the end of me hanging there in the room for the whole 3 days...urgghhhh....padahal baru 3 hari...i cant barely imagine how im gonna cope when im in the confinement condition...44 days maaaa...die man!

ok..the thing is realy shocked here for me...as i told u before from my previous post bout the weekends treat by the aunties?yeah..yeah...checked in concorde and have a super duper luxury life? (as if...),it turned out fun and happening as usual la whenever the gossip girls are around..that nite after went for my nephew's birthday,my cuzins and i went for the live band in crossroads which are located the same as in KL one..butttt!here in shah alam are the worst!omg....the female vocalist are like stripper in a cheap clubs somewhere in bangkok...seriously...dah la suara x sedap than all the way sang the hindustan and dangdut!get a life will ya?

so my cuzin and i wanted to request a songs..so we did..i requested for "anuar zain-lelaki" ini and kina "tegar by rossa" ..hah!hamik ko...deep down inside i knew they couldnt deliver it well ok boohoo!(saje nk pedajal kan...sape suh tergelek2 dgn suar sendat ala2 cina bukit tu),but sadly..after 20mins of waiting there's none..nil..nada! of our songs been played..oooohhh watever...then we decided went up to our rooms..tido lg bagus..

so tomorrow after checked out and all...my mum had quite a bad cough,so i assumed after took the same bottle of mineral water from her that i had the cough as well...but it did not end there..later that nite i got this kind of shivering feverish all over me...huhuu aku dh risau tahap tak tau nk cakap la...nowadays kan..anything can happen...so i did went to clinic and the doctor said my temperature were about 37.5 degrees..so if sampai 38 and above she asked me to made another check ups...alhamdulillah...ya allah..tak tau nk ckp apa...as at yesterday my fever dh kurang..tp now just tinggal flu sket2 and batuk2 je...and hopefully it'll recover soon...coz insyallah tomorrow or saturday will be puasa already kan...

so last but not least wishing to all of u muslims out there selamat berpuasa!!

what lingers on my mind

hah! finally i'm back and recharged after awhile being away (cehh..mcm lama sgt pun..baru 2 hari tak tulis kan heheh..),thankfully that my period ended early this month..alhamdulillah...memang kalau boleh nak abis cepat coz aku taknak next week dah puasa kan..so far as i'm concern,dalam sepanjang2 28 thn aku idup ni rasa nya skali ke 2 kali je kot aku tak dapt merasa first day puasa...so this year dpt lagi buat solat tarawih yg first tu..and before i forgot,smalam kita dikejutkan dgn berita pemergian salah seorang anggota kumpulan nasyid rabbani iaitu ustaz asri...al-fatihah buatnya..semoga ditempatkan dgn org2 yg beriman hendaknya aminn...sedih lak coz suara die la yg bnyk berkumandang mengalunkan azan dan juga takbir raya...

ok past few days nothing much interesting happened pun..me with the usual routine..shop..gym...continue my readings dgn buku yg aku baru beli tu kan...and oh! lupa nak bgtau..the day i went to MPH few days back actually i was searching for a book titled "eat pray and love" by elizabeth gilbert,but unfortunately out of stocks la pulak..so i decided to order form the sales person and yesterday they called me up for the books...alahai dah sampai la plak...buku yg ada ni tak abis lg baca (well actually i did postponed to read it becauseee...heheheh ada je alasan..i kept on blog hopping..that's the reason ngeee :-P),but somehow i promised the boy that i'll take it by weekends..

ok i cant wait for this weekends coz first of all it's harriz birthday (my nephew,its my cuzin's son)and ada makan2 hehehe gile nk makan je kan...and secondly my aunts and my fav cuzins kina will be checking in tomorrow at concorde shah alam,so just imagine...the mother of all goss mongers will gather..akuleh bayang kan...andd oh! thanks to mr.A for your kind rates for the rooms :-D

haa talking bout blog hopping...as you can see from the left side of my blog page,these are a few of my fav blog list(as it now la...maybe i'll update sooner when i find myself something interesting blogs).As for now i'm hooked by rizalman fabulousity...oooo my...him with all the designers bag??is to die for....how i wish one day (insyallah..) one of those will be in my personal collection kan..and i really2 i mean crazy honestly adoressss he's house deco!!! loving the bedroom designs and the color in it?rizalman if you're happen to read my blog..(heheheh mcm la die nk baca..)round of applause to you!it gives me such an inspiration...a modern contemporary with a classical twist...genius!

ok la enough of all this...i'll continue my reading (blog la tapi hehehe) sambil now tgh mengunyah kacang ngan yin....sorry mama(sebab ni die punya hehe)...mcm xleh berenti plak mkn..until then enjoy your weekends!!

bulan mengambang

im in a PMS mode at the moment..so excuse for the long unwritten blogs...will be back within this week i promise u...haihhh nape la kena melalui benda2 ni every month...tu la nama pun pompuan...btw i lovessss this track so much..it gave me strength instantly whenever i heard it ceh poyo!heheheh...enjoy!

weekends update and the goss files

2 days of break seems moving really fast ok...it's like in a blink of an eye.but since kina came to shah alam last saturday to attend her best friends wedding so i manage to woke up early as usual like i'll be on normal days,siap2 then trus g kedai.fetched her and then we went to the extreme park at section 13 for our lunch,since we both decided not having the usual luncheon mcm nasik campur etc..konon2 nya nak diet la tak mkn nasik padahal burger king sama je the equals calory tapi janji aku nk mkn hehehe..

so we chit chat..gossips and all...kina are one of my closest cuzins despite our different between age but we came up as a perfect team la hehehe...mmg sekepala.ade je kalo berjumpa benda2 yg tak klakar pun dijadikan bahan lawak yg tah pape2...we never this close pun before but whenever she's in her uni years la we started to share probs and interest heheheh..no need to reveal here la kan..

moving on until la at about 8-ish mama n i sent her off to holiday inn glenmarie where the reception held..so since before that my aunty from seremban called up to meet up in blu wave hotel so we both when there to lepak2 at the coffee house..mcm biasala pun sama gak,td dgn cuzin bergossip2...but with the aunts....worst!hahahah...all sort of topics were brought up especially about me...haihhhh...guys...marriage...all in one package...so u can imagined how i wish it'll end and kina will called me up and asked to fetched her right away!

whenever the issue is about love,relationship,marriage...i tend to be quiet at my own oppinion..coz for me when i'm still not sure or in a confused situation with a certain guy,so it's the best way to stick as the way it is until the right condition will fall into the right places i.e. ko dh betul2 kena risik ke or dah discuss bout hantaran or watsoever...

the discussion seems heating up around us...but especially me la...but i manage to smile all the way,yeah maybe people got their own perception and i just took it as a challenge...but the rest i knew i'll follow the flow..so at about 11 all of us went to fetch kina and send back my aunt and uncle to the hotel.so at home as usual the gossips continue with kina till 5 a.m!can u imagined....that's how guys will never understand we woman heehhehe...

but overall of my weekends are relaxing and i bought myself this book yeayyy!

find my inner piece

alhamdulillah lagi 2 weeks insyallah kita akan menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak...and nasib aku dh bayar puasa awal2 aritu...and now kalo nk buat pun puasa sunat la..

actually disamping nk cakap pasal puasa ni i just wanna share bout my life as well,sepanjang hampir 28 thn aku idup di muka bumi allah ni baru lah saat ni aku dapat rasakan ketenangan yg tak terucap (insyallah aku slalu berdoa ia berkekalan sampai ke akhir hayat...),which i had learnt from my mistakes before...life yang takde hala tuju..enjoyed life as u can...i dont believe in such phrase,unless diiringi dgn tanggungjawab dan perbuatan kita tu mendapat keberkatan dari allah taala...ok i'm not talking too religously here,but the thing is i've been through all the situation..been there done that.

so as for me it's time for me to find my serenity in life,what i've been searching all this while sebenanya ade je kat depan mata ni..cuma kita ni bijak menilai mana yg baik ataupun tidak je.
now aku bersyukur sgt2 yg aku ni tak dihanyutkan terus dgn life yg indah2 tapi tak kekal lama...

stakat ni xde apa lagi yg aku nak dlm life selain a family and kids and a happy life...aminnn,insyallah :-)

the continous of buttered prawn

ok i've succeeded! hehehehehe...well boleh buat lagi after this,but to find those kind of prawns here a bit pricey la but somehow u can use other seafood just to be more creative in your dishes.

unfortunately...i didn't managed to snap the pics coz 1st of all my digi cam cabel ntah mane2 la aku letak,and secondly if ada pun dengan nak memasak and amik pic lagi aku tak rase hasil nya begitu sukses ye...so just use your imagination la eh,tp aku tak pandai la buat sarang2 or whatever they call it using the eggs...aku kacau je as were written on the recipe,janji butter tu rase kat prawn bila makan kan..

tgh mkn2 tu i asked mama "so camane ma ok tak?" she replied.."boleh la...." so i wasn't happy la...ishhh dah penat2 masak dgn usaha gigih (padahal butter prawn je bkn daging salai masak lemak ke pe..) tp respon ni je...so i asked her again..gila tak puas ati aku ni "ok ma...scale me from 1 to 10?" she answered "4 je..ok la tu...kena terima hakikat..." aku dgn kepoyooan nya menjawab "alaaa sebenannye 10 kan...ckp je la laalaaalaaa..."

but yesterday i think i put too much of curry leaves..so it's a bit crowded when it served on plate and while eating,terpaksa mengasingkan dedaun tu...


tp dlm diam aku tgk mama bertambah2 dan menjilat jari gak hahahhahaha i likeeeee!

let's cook!

its been 3 days since my last post..yeah i now after the sick sunday blues and mama arrived that nite from labuan with all seafood galore...sotong..udang..than i'm as happy as a child :-)
ooohhhh the squid are to die for...marinated with its own spices and you only have to fry it just simple as that...abis la aku sepinggan besar pada mlm itu juga...hey...the squid cant keep for a long time you know...so dont blame the hungers on me ;-P

so tonite menu's will be butter prawn..ok i've been dying to cook this but i couldnt find the right recipe to go with the huge and fresh prawns that my mum bought,ye la...syg ok if udang yg sgt besar lagi fresh itu kalau disalah masak tak ke sia2 je..so i'm goin to make the best la even its not as similar as in the restraunt ok....but at least i'm trying.

so yesterday i googled and found this recipe :

Bahan-bahan

• 400gm udang sederhana besar-buang kepala dan belah belakangnya
• 5 sudu besar butter
• 3 biji telur kuning-dipukul sedikit (jun guna 3 kuning dan 1 telur putih)
• 4 cili api-dipotong2
• 2 tangkai daun kari
• 1/4 cawan susu cair
• 2 ulas bawang putih-dicincang
• pepper, gula n garam

Cara-cara

1. Panaskan 2 sudu besar butter, goreng udang 1/2 masak. Angkat dan ketepikan.
2. Tambah butter selebihnya, atas api sederhana, masukkan bawang putih. kacau.
3. Masukkan telur, kacau selalu. (boleh juga titikkan guna hujung garfu bg mendapatkan tekstur telur yg halus mcm kat restoren tu)
4. Masukkan juga daun kari, susu cair, cili api dan perasa2 sambil kacau selalu.
5. Masukkan udang dan kacau lagi hingga garing. Boleh dimakan dengan nasi putih.

so...insyallah jadi la kan heheheh...will update u guys tmrw!

sleepy and pissed off!

no heavy topic today...i'm totally sleepy like hell now ever since morning...and my brain and ears are stucked and stressed out with all the stage show in front of the shop...weeiiii tolong la give it a break ok...aku dibebankan dgn non stop babbling org atas stage tu k dr baca puisi...story telling..talks....lawak bodo dari guest cartoonist (sambil meniru gaya suara2 kartun...)...i need a peaceful mind now plzzzzzz....

aku tak kira 7 sharp aku nk tutup kedai as long benda kat depan ni abis...aku dh tepu k ear drums aku dari tadi xde rest dgn bunyi2 bingit ni..kalo weekends je camni la slalu...tu la nk buat camane dh kedai betul2 tepi stage...

i can't take this anymore...chow..

sick people...sick sunday!

morning sunshine

morning...today after subuh i couldn't sleep...i had a bad dream last nite..2 kali aku terjaga,1st it was around 3 am....i cant remember what it was..then i fall asleep until for the next dream i woke up again and its around 6 before azan subuh...the last dream caught me in fright...mcm mimpi org bergaduh2 tp yg tahap ganas nye...tp aku pandang dr jauh je la,but i can clearly heard all the punches,slapping and even the cracked in their heads...euuuuwwww that was the grosses part la,sampai kan aku terbgn n aku xnk tido balik coz takut nanti termimpi balik situation tu...

so i was lying on my bed and coincidently my close buddy texted me that morning so layan2 msg smpai la aku tgk luar dh agak terang which is 7 am already..hehehe eversince i resigned from the previous company,normally after subuh i would hit the sack again and will only woke up at about 8-ish...since im working on my own so there's no kindda punch card thingy which im loving it hehehe...but i hate to get up early..but today i've got this some kind of energy yang tetiba terasa seperti seorang ibu dan isteri mithali dgn tak semena2 ke dapur dan membuat sarapan hah! (mama will proud of me hahaha...so whenever she's not around i'm turning myself into a domestic goddess!)

instantly i love the morning breeze...made myself a hot choc and bread with cheese omelette..coz tu je yg paling senang aku nk buat ngehe..after had my shower n get ready to the shop sambil merasa gila awal la pagi ni,adalah satu kepoyooan org kat kompleks tu melihat aku kat kedai...tp it turned out yg depan kedai aku ni dah ade org set up stage for the kids from i dont know which nursery to perform later on..ohh well at least i'm still early kan..

so had a great weekends for u guys...and yeay! tomorrow mama balik and next week i got my self 2 days off straight...dont laugh ok...it's unsual for me...daaaaaa!