happy birthday to me!

i wish my birthday cake was fancier like those ok...but sadly no cakes for me this year boohoo!
ya laaa i know...old already..but stillllll (ade unsur2 tak puas ati hehheeh..)

alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat mu ilahi..diberi peluang lagi untuk aku bernafas di usia 28 ini,dimurahkan rezeki dan semoga dipercepatkan jodoh aminnn..
couldnt be happier :-)

this year nothing much special same like last year..just yesterday my good friend liza treated me for birthday lunch at carlos in pavillion...thank u pin!the food was delicious mexican cuisine...i had chicken cantenna with guacamole sauce...sorry lupa nak amik pics food coz i was sooo damn hungry!

but our pics ade...later on i'll update ok..owhhh liza had seafood spaghetti and nachos..the nachos was highly recommended...it was actually an appetizer...tapi for me la if u had only those pun dah kenyang..we both had hot latte and earl grey tea..

sampai2 je liza ckp dgn aku "babe tgk table seblah...umie aida" i was "haah la..." .then as usual la sesi penilaian..."eh die ni biasa je kan..."..."haah la...bibir nampak lebam surely smoker ni..."...."tapi kalo erra live lagi lawa ok!"

semuanya macam xde kaitan ok...and macam la si umie tu heran sangat dgn penilaian kitorg ni...die dok syok je isap shisha kat situ hehehe..ok2..after we're done..i accompanied liza to gucci..she wanted a new handbags...ok the truth is...this was my first time entering a designers boutique...before this just nampak dari tepi jalan macam...hmmmm bila la kan dpt masuk,tak bli pun xpe la...and thanks to ipin!hehehe...i was gobsmacked ok with all the handbags which is i only had to view it in magazines (eps GLAM la yg slalu membuatkan aku tertelan2 air liur)

after she bought the classic gucci bags...and a wallet to matched with it!haihhhhh...sabar je la...we instantly tergedik2 wanted to have a sneak peek in LV boutiqe across the road...hehehe...bila lagi kan..after entering i can feel the atmosphere wich is a very different one (as if la aku kat planet lain kan..),but seriously...monogram..damier canvas...vernis...shittt!! ok..then back to reality...i was in LV not in MNG or GUESS...then survey2 i was hooked by this particular design...actually biasa je...but the price i wasnt expected would be that price in LV...

damier canvas neverfull for RM2700

how good is that???ok stilllll it cost a fortune(for me la....),buttt..i'll always wanted an original and kind of affordable one...si liza dah "babe takpe2..swipe je dulu guna aku nye cc then ko pay aku blk rm500 a month" sgt berunsurkan nafsu ok minah ni!so did i bought it???heheheh not now..but i will ngehehehe laalalaalaaaa...

but that one in gucci...and owh no noo..the paddington one at coach...?stop it!!stop it!!

fara dear happy birthday again!!!
kiss n hugs :-*

im back!

alhamdulillahhh this year raya adalah sgt meriah dan lain bg ku...1st thing its my first time beraya as a hijjab muslim...thank god for that...and secondly went back to jb n seremban was amzingly fun!

dgn all my cuzins and nieces nephews..mmg best la!today was my 2nd day at the shop...supposedly my off day is till tomorrow..tapi aku ngak betah duduk di rumah ya..hehhe..that's why la since yesterday dah masuk kedai...and gi la jln2 kat the curve..

today's post is just introduction...nak cite which one to start bout my raya sgggttt laaaa panjang and mcm2 ada heheh..

maybe in my next post la k...


u guys take care!and salam aidilfitri again from moi!


salam aidilfitri to all of u!

mama slalu tak camera ready tau hehehehe..

away

starting from tomorrow onwards..until further notice la(cehhhh mcm la satu kepentingan kan nak baca blog aku ni..),insyallah by 28th tu aku online the day after moi birthday!heheheheh...

i take this chance to wish u guys selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin and have a safe journey ya...raya2 jugak tapi biarla berpada2 and in moderation :-)

and time ni la x sabar nak meet up with all the relatives...ayam..itik...kambing(eh aku tu hahahha..)...and lembu2...

will miss u guys so much!!

wassalam..

STML

i just got a msg just now from mama that we're going back to kulai first (umah my aunty) before heading to jb this fri night...supposedly in the plan kitorang balik saturday night...didnt make any different pun kan..hehehe..tapi tetiba aku rase macam alaaa nape dah nak balik?and leaving shah alam is such a lost for me...(motif tetiba rase sayang nak tinggalkan shah alam???)

actually since the first day of ramadhan i just didnt felt the spirit of it..bukan kata menyampah ke apa...i love the month of ramadhan,infact i felt really2 sad that it'll end soon..the thing is i just dont feel any excitement for hari raya itself...aku pun tak tau..nama je tempah baju and siap bli lagi baju ready made and tudung matching2 (gile poyo minah ni..kata no spirit la hape..) but still the inner magical spirits just not there yet..insyallah mane tau di kala aku tgk pelita2 kat kampung tu sok aku instantly hyper kan!

ok enough bout it...the main point is aku nak cite pasal STML aku nowadays..hehehe bkn nowadays pun tapi dah lama gak la..yang tahap masyallah...aku ni dah tua sgt2 kah??
there this one day 2 years back i think...on my way to the car,sambil on the phone dgn mak bonda aka syaza,aku pun tit tot(err...tekan kunci keta tu...aku tak tau ape definition die) la keta then sambil borak2 and end the calls...pastu tah camne aku x jumpe kunci keta..bukan ke baru tadi aku tit tot???!! huh ni nak marah..ok2 relax..then i called syaza,the conversation similar like this la.. :

me: syaza boleh tak aku tgh borak2 dgn ko dah tit tot keta pastu now tak jumpe kunci!

syaza:weiii ko biar betul...cuba ko slow2 igt fara mane ko letak?selawat banyk2...

(pastu aku pun cari2 la kat dlm keta tempat seat,blakang seat and sume2 la..tp x jumpe gak..wei ni dah kes parah ni...dah la spare key aku ilang)

me:syazaaa camne aku nk g kl ni...x jumpe okkkk!! (me half cried)

syaza:ok fara cuba ko jln ke blakang balik tgk on the way ko nak ke keta...


(and there when the miracles happened!)

me:ya allah!syaza jumpe dahhh yeayyyyy!! tapi camne leh ade atas jalannn...weii...no...aku pas tit tot terus melepaskan ke tanah la!!! *LOL* 100X

syaza:LOLLLLLLL...terguling2...tergolek2 (aku comfirm nye die jadi camni..)


seriously psycho k aku ni...kunci pun leh lepas2 kan je...and the STML goes on and on till now eh..penah after bayar tix parking kat klcc then aku terus berlalu ke keta..and just realised after herry tanye "mane tix fara?".."ya allah herry aku tertinggal kat auto pay tadi!!" then kegelupuran patah balik...nasib baik ade sorg mat rempit yg jumpe and bagi kat aku..kira dlm hal ni mat rempit ni mmg berjasa hehehe..

how la i gonna fix the probs..aiyooooo...belum ade anak lagi ni..ya allah mintak dijauhkan la dgn STML yg lagi worst dlm diri aku ni..

so have u guys experienced it?better no la eh...it is a disaster!

lagu raya

of all time fav of mine are this killer songs! (killer ke..hehehe..eh best ok!)

since in pkns all rounder i've heard all the raya songs been played...so this are for u guys :-)

aminn..

alhamdulillah...allah kabulkan doaku dah beri aku hidayah...

these are the path i chose as a muslim....

aku doakan semoga dikuat kan iman dah ketaqwaan kepadaNya...

semoga perjalanan hari2 mendatang mendapat kerberkatan dan keredhaah dari mu Ya Allah..

aminnn...

hehehhehe..

ok after i posted the previous entry...my hands are sooo gatal,i text him (after asking an advice from a several different person..) and he replied and called me :-D *big grin here*
sadly he's phone got barred (stoopid maxis) and he couldn't make any outdoor calls and receiving either..

ok instantly my whole body lifted in the air and cant barely touched the ground (what a humiliating exaggerates haha)

im getting worried bout myself now...tetapi aku adalah sgt sukaaaaaaaa ngehehhee..

it has been awhile since the last time or ages ago i felt this kind of feelings..(di kala usia ku menginjak 28 dlm 18 hari ni...dah tua2 baru nak rase balik)


p/s: elizabeth gilbert was an awesome author!this particular books are for us woman :-)

what's got into me..

i dont feel good right now..in fact since the past 2 days...i didnt know why...ok liar...i know what's goin on actually tapi tak kan aku nak menjaja personal story ku di sini...tp apalah guna nya ade blog kalau tak dpt meng"impress" my feelings?haiihhhh ok2 stop the crap..

the thing is now i got to know this one guy la...it's still early and i defined it as ONLY friends (how cliche is that kan...).but after got to know him a bit i started to think like he's the kind of guy i would like to get to know better..despite of our different age which is 14!hahaaa..ok dont laugh!
but i found him as a great companion..meaning as a friend la at this moment..never know la in future..

tapi lately ni kenapa aku rasa bila die tak call or msg me i felt the feelings yg i didnt like ok...i hate to wait..seriously...i have an issues with patience..my mind would occur a few long listed possibilities...teruk la aku ni...sick!i tried..and really tried hard to put a barrier in my heart towards him...aku dah penat la nk hoping for something i'm not sure which and where it would lead me to..but deep down inside me i had this emotions that i want this to end happily...insyallah..

so bila benda2 ni melanda antara perkara2 yang akan melanda aku adalah:

1.gelisah...resah...tido tak lena makan tak kenyang(cehh poyo...yang tu dua memang tak kan berubah pape pun ok)

2.curiosity...loads of it towards the particular person la.this one i want to avoid pretty sure..tp akan dgn tiba2 menerjah jugak kat pale aku ni!!

3.am i did something wrong to him or anything yg aku cakap yg buat die tak suka?aiyooo i'm gonna be mad la like this

4.mood swing...tapi now aku tgh control..especially depan mama..coz she's really good at describing my feelings and mood eventho aku dah coverline yg sgt cemerlang..(yelaa kata mak..of course la instinct kuat kat anak)

5.rase taknak pakai handphone skang ni...mcm kalau lg dekat fon kat aku lagi tension aku dibuatnya..

are u guys feeling the same way too if it's happened?aku rasa mcm aku sorg je makhluk yg sesat jadi camni..

i hate this part right here :-(

p/s:i dont know why with the fonts...aku dh tukar bnyk kali pun die tak betul gakkk...huhuu..sabar2...

updates

ok i know its been awhile...baru baik demam huhuh (again...),but alhamdulillah this time was a minor one...just a slightly suam2 kuku kindda fever...and minor cough...so mama asked me and banned me from coming to the shop...sian aku kan hehehe...yela kalo sakit aku melarat die risau sape nak tgk kan kedai tu nanti..

so what i'd do the whole week?i just bought me a new book "eat pray love" by elizabeth gilbert..like i mentioned from the previous post...akhirnya aku pegi jugak la MPH and paid for it...but hey!it turned out to be one of the worth buying ok...another halfway to go and it's like a page turner...after bgn tido i read...after sahur aku baca lagi...just kat kedai ni a bit distraction la...it was a wonderful and moving stories...you guys should get one by my recommendations :-)


and last weekends i break fasted with liza,her sis and shad at nyonya kitchen in shah alam mall..Mr A told me the food there was superb..heheh trust me..it is yummy!

so tak sia2 la kan liza dtg all the way to shah alam..we ordered the set menu including their signature dish asam pedas ikan kerapu..but u can ordered any suggested fish..kailan sos tiram,sotong goreng tepung,udang sambal,kuih n kurma..these are all included in the set menu..butt..kitorg yg sememangnya anak jin ni memang time tu mcm tak cukup je so we added ikan kerapu bakar,sambal udang petai (ni memang sgt2 sedapppp...to the petai lovers la..) and asparagus sambal oh and for deserts cendol..

by the time before all the food finished sume dah tersandar...ni belum masuk cendol lagi hahahha...but it was fun la...sayang syima and carol couldnt joined us...next time la eh guys..


sape yg nak try tu aku dgn baik hati nya dh paste hehehe..enjoy your berbuka!

p/s:hope boleh la gather for berbuka with all the kamyam clan kan :-(
kak rina you'll be the ketua pengerusi majlis hehehe

kekonfiusan di sini

hehehhehe ada2 je la aku ni...puasa dahbertahun2 tapi bab2 sahur confuse lagi la kan...ampun kan je la dosa ku ini..

i just wondering bangun bersahur tu adalah sunat kan?errr....anyone...?and if tak bgn tu kira makruh la kan?...

sebab nya aku ni jenis yang mmg sejak last year (baru je lagi pun...mcm cite konon dh bertahun2 hahaha..) memang dah tak bgn sahur lagi...bukan x bgn langsung tapi boleh dikira la..so smlm after dah mkn roti john after terawikh (aku akan mkn sahur around that time),tu pun dah dekat tinggal seketul baru la tetiba terigt nak bangun sahur..so i told mama "ma roti john ni ara simpan la utk sahur sok.." sambil melihat yg tinggal seketul dan kalau aku abiskan time tu gak pun mcm akan x puas gak k...tapi takpela...asalkan ada la something aku nk sahur the next morning nya..

so i set my alarm at 5 a.m. but as usual la kan hahahha...i just turn it off untill mama woke me up..aduhaiii...camne la sok kan kawin nak bangun wat sahur utk suami ngehehhehe..

then i just reheated the seketul roti john...the funny thing wasssss...i was so damn sleepy and i forgot that after bought it out from the fridge i instantly put it in microwave and set the time for a minute...lesson learnt ok! kalo nk reheat makanan dr fridge sila lah tunggu sebentar before put it in microwave..or else hasilnya....syabas ye!! roti john aku adalah sket lagi nk sama dengan batu..

nak wat camne...i just ate it la...and have it with cadburry hot choc..yessss laughhh laughhh..!sebenanya pagi tadi aku pun dah tak larat nak gelak hehehehe...

ok im craving for maphilindo meehun sup today at pasar sec 6...woohoo!


p/s:yeaayy i just received my MAC make up yesterday...and sooo lovin the color :-) (xde kaitan pun saje coz sukeeee)

sedappppp

hai heyhooo....its been three days of puasa now alhamdulillahh....so far i just breakfasted in shop only with mama...i didnt know what happened to my appetite ever since puasa ni i only ate such in a small amounts...meaning no nasik minyak or nasik tomato or any forms of nasik!adalah sgt pelik coz normally you wouldnt wanna know me ok...never enough with only kuih or even roti john or watever...i've gotta have a solid meal for myself...but it's a good reason pun for me since puasa ni aku tak pegi gym kan hehehe...

ok yesterday i went to bazaar stadium shah alam,like the usual ramadhan it always packed there and sweaty..so i just focused on what things i wanna bought..which basically is true (buat julung2 kali nya hehehe...kalo tak selalu tersasar je or terlebih2).

so after tawaf2 then i decided having char kuey tiaw penang style...and the results was YUMMYYY!! ok....heheh now aku dh hafal mane satu kedai dia...haa seblah dgn stall papa john yg famous tu...but dont get mistaken coz ada 2 stall papa john,so one of them la..

then nafsu kepingin ku dtg balik and this time mama pun nak gak dia kata sedap which is normally she wouldnt wanna agree on almost any of my choices...

ok peeps dah nak masuk waktu berbuka ni...sorry pics xde la heheheh....


selamat berbuka puasa!

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ramadhan dan nafsu2 berbuka

alhamdulillah tomorrow all the muslims around the world will be welcoming the months of ramadhan...the months for us to cleanse the inner self of ours,make dos all the possible to gain our good deeds and perform as many prayers as we can to our creators allah s.w.t. may this ramadhan will gives us a new perception in life and open up our heart and soul and never forgetting the one who needed most..

as we talking bout ramadhan it made me reminisced the good ol days...sgt2 best and ada gak yg x sanggup nak igt (especially curi2 minum time mandi takpun time skolah pegi toilet konon2 nya nak kencing tp member dah standby dgn air siap bungkus..bagusss anak sapa la ni kan...)tp above all,it's one hell of experienced yang sok bila dah tua2 bangka boleh la share dgn cucu2...hahahaha...

kalo cakap time nak berbuka tu jgn cakap la kan...jam tu rase dah mcm abis bateri je...tp perasaan tu time nk buka je...bila dh masuk waktu and melantak xda makna dah pun heheheh...tp the excitement are priceless!igt dulu masa kat umh arwah nenek back then in taman england,sape yang tak puasa diharamkan sama sekali nak duduk together2 dgn yg puasa..kira mcm satu pandemic (bahasa sempena musim2 sakit ni)pada yg lain...and cuzin2 yg lain akan memandang sinis like "eeeuuwwww tak puasa...haram.." camtu la lebih kurang...tapi xde la sinis,aku saje menyedapkan cerita hua hua hua..

during this time around i miss those days when im in my college time with all my besties...we would all gather and went to bazaar ramadhan in stadium shah alam...ripleys believe it or not...we didnt actually went ONLY looking for food you know..hahahha...tapi mata lagi ligat melihat mamat2 hensem berbanding pada lauk2 pauk...gila nafsu tekak mata sume takleh nak control..hampeh..but it's fun what!time ni la guna nya pepatah melayu sambil menyelam minum air.

jgn marah saya..saya mmg bdk ngade2 ngeeeee

so i'll update insyallah whatever activities i'll be doing in this whole months of ramadhan...and mcm lah aku ni artis yang aktiviti akan fully booked kan..

malam ni tak sabar nak terawih dgn mama,niat kat ati nak pegi masjid shah alam but unfortunately since my flu n coughing wont do any better,so might as well just do it here as long berjemaah..

ok tak sabar nak tgk tomorrow's menu for berbuka :-D

u guys have a good one tho!

p/s:pic budak tu xde kaitan dlm cerita di atas..i also didnt know who is she heheheh..

fever..flu..batuk..sakit!

haiiiii!!!!miss u guys loadssssss!!!im back at work again yeay! (tak tau la nak suka ke tak hehehe...)but at least it's the end of me hanging there in the room for the whole 3 days...urgghhhh....padahal baru 3 hari...i cant barely imagine how im gonna cope when im in the confinement condition...44 days maaaa...die man!

ok..the thing is realy shocked here for me...as i told u before from my previous post bout the weekends treat by the aunties?yeah..yeah...checked in concorde and have a super duper luxury life? (as if...),it turned out fun and happening as usual la whenever the gossip girls are around..that nite after went for my nephew's birthday,my cuzins and i went for the live band in crossroads which are located the same as in KL one..butttt!here in shah alam are the worst!omg....the female vocalist are like stripper in a cheap clubs somewhere in bangkok...seriously...dah la suara x sedap than all the way sang the hindustan and dangdut!get a life will ya?

so my cuzin and i wanted to request a songs..so we did..i requested for "anuar zain-lelaki" ini and kina "tegar by rossa" ..hah!hamik ko...deep down inside i knew they couldnt deliver it well ok boohoo!(saje nk pedajal kan...sape suh tergelek2 dgn suar sendat ala2 cina bukit tu),but sadly..after 20mins of waiting there's none..nil..nada! of our songs been played..oooohhh watever...then we decided went up to our rooms..tido lg bagus..

so tomorrow after checked out and all...my mum had quite a bad cough,so i assumed after took the same bottle of mineral water from her that i had the cough as well...but it did not end there..later that nite i got this kind of shivering feverish all over me...huhuu aku dh risau tahap tak tau nk cakap la...nowadays kan..anything can happen...so i did went to clinic and the doctor said my temperature were about 37.5 degrees..so if sampai 38 and above she asked me to made another check ups...alhamdulillah...ya allah..tak tau nk ckp apa...as at yesterday my fever dh kurang..tp now just tinggal flu sket2 and batuk2 je...and hopefully it'll recover soon...coz insyallah tomorrow or saturday will be puasa already kan...

so last but not least wishing to all of u muslims out there selamat berpuasa!!

what lingers on my mind

hah! finally i'm back and recharged after awhile being away (cehh..mcm lama sgt pun..baru 2 hari tak tulis kan heheh..),thankfully that my period ended early this month..alhamdulillah...memang kalau boleh nak abis cepat coz aku taknak next week dah puasa kan..so far as i'm concern,dalam sepanjang2 28 thn aku idup ni rasa nya skali ke 2 kali je kot aku tak dapt merasa first day puasa...so this year dpt lagi buat solat tarawih yg first tu..and before i forgot,smalam kita dikejutkan dgn berita pemergian salah seorang anggota kumpulan nasyid rabbani iaitu ustaz asri...al-fatihah buatnya..semoga ditempatkan dgn org2 yg beriman hendaknya aminn...sedih lak coz suara die la yg bnyk berkumandang mengalunkan azan dan juga takbir raya...

ok past few days nothing much interesting happened pun..me with the usual routine..shop..gym...continue my readings dgn buku yg aku baru beli tu kan...and oh! lupa nak bgtau..the day i went to MPH few days back actually i was searching for a book titled "eat pray and love" by elizabeth gilbert,but unfortunately out of stocks la pulak..so i decided to order form the sales person and yesterday they called me up for the books...alahai dah sampai la plak...buku yg ada ni tak abis lg baca (well actually i did postponed to read it becauseee...heheheh ada je alasan..i kept on blog hopping..that's the reason ngeee :-P),but somehow i promised the boy that i'll take it by weekends..

ok i cant wait for this weekends coz first of all it's harriz birthday (my nephew,its my cuzin's son)and ada makan2 hehehe gile nk makan je kan...and secondly my aunts and my fav cuzins kina will be checking in tomorrow at concorde shah alam,so just imagine...the mother of all goss mongers will gather..akuleh bayang kan...andd oh! thanks to mr.A for your kind rates for the rooms :-D

haa talking bout blog hopping...as you can see from the left side of my blog page,these are a few of my fav blog list(as it now la...maybe i'll update sooner when i find myself something interesting blogs).As for now i'm hooked by rizalman fabulousity...oooo my...him with all the designers bag??is to die for....how i wish one day (insyallah..) one of those will be in my personal collection kan..and i really2 i mean crazy honestly adoressss he's house deco!!! loving the bedroom designs and the color in it?rizalman if you're happen to read my blog..(heheheh mcm la die nk baca..)round of applause to you!it gives me such an inspiration...a modern contemporary with a classical twist...genius!

ok la enough of all this...i'll continue my reading (blog la tapi hehehe) sambil now tgh mengunyah kacang ngan yin....sorry mama(sebab ni die punya hehe)...mcm xleh berenti plak mkn..until then enjoy your weekends!!

bulan mengambang

im in a PMS mode at the moment..so excuse for the long unwritten blogs...will be back within this week i promise u...haihhh nape la kena melalui benda2 ni every month...tu la nama pun pompuan...btw i lovessss this track so much..it gave me strength instantly whenever i heard it ceh poyo!heheheh...enjoy!

weekends update and the goss files

2 days of break seems moving really fast ok...it's like in a blink of an eye.but since kina came to shah alam last saturday to attend her best friends wedding so i manage to woke up early as usual like i'll be on normal days,siap2 then trus g kedai.fetched her and then we went to the extreme park at section 13 for our lunch,since we both decided not having the usual luncheon mcm nasik campur etc..konon2 nya nak diet la tak mkn nasik padahal burger king sama je the equals calory tapi janji aku nk mkn hehehe..

so we chit chat..gossips and all...kina are one of my closest cuzins despite our different between age but we came up as a perfect team la hehehe...mmg sekepala.ade je kalo berjumpa benda2 yg tak klakar pun dijadikan bahan lawak yg tah pape2...we never this close pun before but whenever she's in her uni years la we started to share probs and interest heheheh..no need to reveal here la kan..

moving on until la at about 8-ish mama n i sent her off to holiday inn glenmarie where the reception held..so since before that my aunty from seremban called up to meet up in blu wave hotel so we both when there to lepak2 at the coffee house..mcm biasala pun sama gak,td dgn cuzin bergossip2...but with the aunts....worst!hahahah...all sort of topics were brought up especially about me...haihhhh...guys...marriage...all in one package...so u can imagined how i wish it'll end and kina will called me up and asked to fetched her right away!

whenever the issue is about love,relationship,marriage...i tend to be quiet at my own oppinion..coz for me when i'm still not sure or in a confused situation with a certain guy,so it's the best way to stick as the way it is until the right condition will fall into the right places i.e. ko dh betul2 kena risik ke or dah discuss bout hantaran or watsoever...

the discussion seems heating up around us...but especially me la...but i manage to smile all the way,yeah maybe people got their own perception and i just took it as a challenge...but the rest i knew i'll follow the flow..so at about 11 all of us went to fetch kina and send back my aunt and uncle to the hotel.so at home as usual the gossips continue with kina till 5 a.m!can u imagined....that's how guys will never understand we woman heehhehe...

but overall of my weekends are relaxing and i bought myself this book yeayyy!

find my inner piece

alhamdulillah lagi 2 weeks insyallah kita akan menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak...and nasib aku dh bayar puasa awal2 aritu...and now kalo nk buat pun puasa sunat la..

actually disamping nk cakap pasal puasa ni i just wanna share bout my life as well,sepanjang hampir 28 thn aku idup di muka bumi allah ni baru lah saat ni aku dapat rasakan ketenangan yg tak terucap (insyallah aku slalu berdoa ia berkekalan sampai ke akhir hayat...),which i had learnt from my mistakes before...life yang takde hala tuju..enjoyed life as u can...i dont believe in such phrase,unless diiringi dgn tanggungjawab dan perbuatan kita tu mendapat keberkatan dari allah taala...ok i'm not talking too religously here,but the thing is i've been through all the situation..been there done that.

so as for me it's time for me to find my serenity in life,what i've been searching all this while sebenanya ade je kat depan mata ni..cuma kita ni bijak menilai mana yg baik ataupun tidak je.
now aku bersyukur sgt2 yg aku ni tak dihanyutkan terus dgn life yg indah2 tapi tak kekal lama...

stakat ni xde apa lagi yg aku nak dlm life selain a family and kids and a happy life...aminnn,insyallah :-)

the continous of buttered prawn

ok i've succeeded! hehehehehe...well boleh buat lagi after this,but to find those kind of prawns here a bit pricey la but somehow u can use other seafood just to be more creative in your dishes.

unfortunately...i didn't managed to snap the pics coz 1st of all my digi cam cabel ntah mane2 la aku letak,and secondly if ada pun dengan nak memasak and amik pic lagi aku tak rase hasil nya begitu sukses ye...so just use your imagination la eh,tp aku tak pandai la buat sarang2 or whatever they call it using the eggs...aku kacau je as were written on the recipe,janji butter tu rase kat prawn bila makan kan..

tgh mkn2 tu i asked mama "so camane ma ok tak?" she replied.."boleh la...." so i wasn't happy la...ishhh dah penat2 masak dgn usaha gigih (padahal butter prawn je bkn daging salai masak lemak ke pe..) tp respon ni je...so i asked her again..gila tak puas ati aku ni "ok ma...scale me from 1 to 10?" she answered "4 je..ok la tu...kena terima hakikat..." aku dgn kepoyooan nya menjawab "alaaa sebenannye 10 kan...ckp je la laalaaalaaa..."

but yesterday i think i put too much of curry leaves..so it's a bit crowded when it served on plate and while eating,terpaksa mengasingkan dedaun tu...


tp dlm diam aku tgk mama bertambah2 dan menjilat jari gak hahahhahaha i likeeeee!

let's cook!

its been 3 days since my last post..yeah i now after the sick sunday blues and mama arrived that nite from labuan with all seafood galore...sotong..udang..than i'm as happy as a child :-)
ooohhhh the squid are to die for...marinated with its own spices and you only have to fry it just simple as that...abis la aku sepinggan besar pada mlm itu juga...hey...the squid cant keep for a long time you know...so dont blame the hungers on me ;-P

so tonite menu's will be butter prawn..ok i've been dying to cook this but i couldnt find the right recipe to go with the huge and fresh prawns that my mum bought,ye la...syg ok if udang yg sgt besar lagi fresh itu kalau disalah masak tak ke sia2 je..so i'm goin to make the best la even its not as similar as in the restraunt ok....but at least i'm trying.

so yesterday i googled and found this recipe :

Bahan-bahan

• 400gm udang sederhana besar-buang kepala dan belah belakangnya
• 5 sudu besar butter
• 3 biji telur kuning-dipukul sedikit (jun guna 3 kuning dan 1 telur putih)
• 4 cili api-dipotong2
• 2 tangkai daun kari
• 1/4 cawan susu cair
• 2 ulas bawang putih-dicincang
• pepper, gula n garam

Cara-cara

1. Panaskan 2 sudu besar butter, goreng udang 1/2 masak. Angkat dan ketepikan.
2. Tambah butter selebihnya, atas api sederhana, masukkan bawang putih. kacau.
3. Masukkan telur, kacau selalu. (boleh juga titikkan guna hujung garfu bg mendapatkan tekstur telur yg halus mcm kat restoren tu)
4. Masukkan juga daun kari, susu cair, cili api dan perasa2 sambil kacau selalu.
5. Masukkan udang dan kacau lagi hingga garing. Boleh dimakan dengan nasi putih.

so...insyallah jadi la kan heheheh...will update u guys tmrw!